When you love someone like that

It's funny how heart works.

The same goes to feeling and of course the heart and feeling go hand in hand and when they both in actions, Allah knows how you can't cheat them.

I was having a terrible heart and feeling breakdowns (emotionally that is) couple of days back thanks to ayam, the dream of it, the price hike and the eventual damnation of it. That's it. No more mention about ayam anymore.

The last couple of days have been quite a corner stone turning of life if i may put it that way. I was dragged to the almost ethereal experience of how hard it is to cheat and ignore my heart and feeling. I realised now, how heart can grew fonder whenever you try to ignore someone who love you dearly.

I am loved but i am not in love...